sore loser.

ive had a lot of failures this year. and these realizations made me very very sad today. a day before the celebration of my birth. :(

of course, the first of the many failures when i was backstabbed by the people i "used to" love the most.

second, actually a recoil of that failures was the experiences that ive had this intramurals. i finally concluded that theyve changed, and seeing the faces of some made me boil up inside. they played dirty. they speak dirty during the games. and they did a lot of wrong things during the entirety of the ocassion and reasoned to people that it is rather good.

third, in spite of all the wrong things they have done, fate was still kind to them. ~_~ and this even proves even more to themselves that they are right in doing wrong. eh di mabuti, pinakita nyo sa amin na hindi nyo na talaga kami kailangan sa buhay nyo. di na natin kailangan ang isat-isa. kaya nating magwagi at maging masaya na wala ang isa't isa.

fourth, yet again they have proven that they have changed, to the once humble persons that we guided to the boastful and arrogant monsters that they are now. their gm's boasted what fate has given to them yet i know in my heart that a LOT of them dont deserve that victory because those lot were not 100% willing to practice anyway. a lot has even forgot or has delayed in their actions.

anyway, enough of them. i dont like them anymore, period. i feel that all greeting that ive received from them these past few days werent real. i feel like something was being said when my back is turned. and they even have this awkward silence whenever my name was called during the awarding. im like "whatever" inside anyway.

fifth , i feel disappointed with myself. from brigantes, to agrianes, to hamadryads the latest was my most favorite theme. from the jersey, to the cheer, to the formations, to the actions...everything (except the cheerdance costume. sorry, michael. ^^) i felt disappointed because i wasnt able to carry them to rank anything except 4th place. and what made it worst was that when the winner was being announced, us and them were compared. i just hated it. i felt that they kicked me between the eyes during that time.

anyway, on the other hand...

i feel super proud of the second years. they have proven to us that they have changed. that they have been reborn from the unruly agrianes to the united mohicans. they are well, and the most disciplined at that (you have the trophy to prove that to yourself).

dont believe the curse of the third years. as long as you know how to look back to your roots and you listen to your teachers, you respect them and each other. be humble and change for an even better batch, youll have good future ahead. continue to prove yourself, mohicans. do not be contented with what you have achieved now. do better next time...revere the story of the mohicans!!! the story is not finished yet...

mohicans, make me even more prouder.
kanlaon, thank you for making my freshmen at home during the intrams.

hamadryads, you will always be in my heart. and i will forever be mournful for i was not able to bring you anything glorious to celebrate about. i want you to take care of your relationship with the mohicans and most especially with your attitude towards your teachers and batchmates.

oh. and yes, i am a sore loser.



intrams fever 2009, signing - off.

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back to normal na naman sa lunes. ~_~

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