this is how my students blog...

nag-alarm ako ng 5:45. pero bumangon ako 6:45. gusto ko kasi pumasok ng 7:40 eh. nag-impake pa ako pagkagising. uwi kasi ako pasig. tapos ayun, sakto naman. pagdating ko ng school 7:40 na. pero papunta na mga first year sa PA hall. kasi may homeroom whatever pa kami. tapos ayun, tumakbo tuloy ako kahit sobrang bigat nung backpack ko. tapos punta sa PA hall. badtrip nga lang yung SC kasi sumingit pero ok na rin. revelation ng baby eh.

tapos 2nd perion, SDS. discuss tungkol sa lent. nakakainis kasi length lagi nasasabi ko instead of lent. hay. ang kukulit nung mga nakatayo sa likod. lalo na si edrick. ang kulit sobra. tapos recess, nakita ko si tope. kinwento nya sa akin binully raw sya. nagalit ako pero naawa rin ako kasi ayaw daw nya magsumbong dahil baka balikan daw sya. makulit kasi yun, sobrang makulit. makulit pa kay edrick. pero kahit ganun yun, isa yun sa mga pinakamamahal ko. kaya nag-alala ako. pero kinwento ko sa mga teacher na may concern. haha. tapos ayun, wala akong ginawa after ng recess. kumain lang ng nagaraya at nangasim gumawa ng lesson plan para sa discussion ng lent. hirap kasi magturo ng wala yun eh. haha. hindi ko rin naman natapos kasi nagyaya kumain si ms bevs. so kumain ako. sabi ko pa naman magpapaliit ako ng tiyan. haay nakuh

tapos Sarangani na. ewan ko, pero parang i always look forward dun sa mga araw na magsasarangani ako. eh kasi sila lang un hindi ko napupuntahan madalas. tapos parang laging ambilis ng oras kapag nasa kanila ako. hindi pa ako nag-wish sa klase na to na sana mag-time na dahil wala na akong ituturo dahil laging kapos. anyway, graded recitation ulit. lalong dumami yun nakatayo. tapos ang kulit pa ni franz. sinabi nang wag mag-coach eh. hindi pa rin nakinig. makulit pa rin. kaya ayun, galit-galitan kunwari tapos pinaupo ko sya dun sa teacher's table. dahil malapit kay bestfriend ianne, dinaldal si bestfriend. HULI KA BALBON! ntiyempuhan ko si ianne nang hindi naririnig ang tanong kaya ayun, remain standing tuloy. nyahahaha. tapos si franz, hindi ko na sinasama sa discussion. haha. eh kasi ayaw makinig eh. pero bothered ako, nagalit ata sa akin si franz. hindi na nya ako pinapansin sa labas eh. oh well.

tapos lunch na! ang mali-mali nitong part na to. dapat wala na yung dancing tsaka yung speech speech. para naparami yung kain ko! peste 2 stick lang ng barbeque ang nakain ko. yung cake na para sa akin, hindi ko man lang nakita kung ano itsura. wala. goodluck naman.

after lunch, CC! pinaglinis ko ng PA hall kasi ang dumi-dumi nung lugar. tapos picture-an. inggit ako kay ehmerald kasi nakita ko sa friendster nya may picture sila ni alfred. kaya lagi ko pinapatabi si alfred sa akin kapag picture-an na. haha. ka-level nun si demetillo eh. yung mga makukulit yun yung mga gusto ko. kasi masarap pagtripan. haha.

tapos DDN. last period na! yay! kaya lang tahimik kasi pinagalitan ni ms elena. kasi may mga late. kaya kinuha ko ung mga pangalan ng mga late tapos minus sa quarterly sa ccf. eh kasi late eh, bawal ma-late. eh ako pa naman may pakana nung victory lunch. haha.

tapos, takbo papuntang FBA. kasi may bloodletting event sa audi. ayun, nakatayo lang naman ako ng tatlong oras. 4 to 7. pero at least, nakakita ako ng parents ng kids dun. nakita ko daddy ni marga kasama si kanyang kuya na si carlos. nakita ko mommy ni lawrence and his brother ata. nyehehe. nakita ko si ianne, with his tito and dad na sabi nya kamukha nya raw pero hamak namang mas gwapo ang daddy nya sa kanya. fwahahaha. pero swear. tapos i saw din eileen with her sister and father tapos may kasama pa syang isang babae, di ko alam kung tita nya or nanay nya. basta, feeling ko hindi nya nanay.

hay naku, nasira pa ang bloodletting part ng araw ko. nakita ko kasi si reyben, eh magkausap kami ni sir rene. nakakatawa nga eh, hinahanap nya si sir rene eh katabi ko lang. haha. parang "sir, nakita nyo po si sir rene?" ako: "huh? ito o. (pointing finger exaclty 90 degrees to the arm)." funny. pero nakakainis kasi may kasama siyang other. hindi ko sya kilala pero uminit ulo ko kasi nakakainis yung itsura nya. reminds me of something kumag-ness.

ayun, tapos pahinga konti tapos uwi na pasig. lech. ang hirap sa mrt! ang sikip! tapos ang init pa sa station. ang init din nung train na nasakyan ko. tae, kung kelan summer saka naman hindi freezing cold yun train. tapos sa jeep ok naman. nakakaburaot yung katabi kong girl. hinahangin yung buhok nya sa mukha ko, gusto ko ngang hilain eh. nagpigil lang ako. bwiset. tapos nakarating din ako sa bahay. as usual, my very enthusiasic dog greeted me. tapos ayun, nakipagkulitan muna ako. and i visited her puppies. ang cute! nakakadilat na sila tapos nakakalakad na yun iba. ang cute super. ayun, kain ng take out mcdo. tapos dumating kapatid ko.

tapos niyaya ako ni reyben dota. talo ko sya kasi coached ako ng kapatid ko eh, tsaka ng kaibigan nya. mga adik yun eh. no mets reyben. haha.

whew. thats my day.

and im happy.

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ang haba! bakit sa mga students ang iikli tapos pag ginaya ko yung format nila mahaba yung kinalalabasan nung sa akin. weird. parang si niah. joke lang k girl. :)

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isshouni asobo, ikazuchi roku-chan?

kumag ka ba?

weekly blog.

hmm, today is sunday. and as always, a lazy sunday afternoon. with nothing to do, and feeling very sleepy. wasting my time away.

id like to do things for school, but i dont have anything with me because i left it all at school. it was my choice to leave it there. haha.

currently, my table at school is a mess. it has been so since the second quarter. i have been planning to arrange it. but im so tinatamad. nyahahaha.

yesterday was the same as this day. although yesterday, i spent the whole day playing dota. playing with ai, because my ai's busted. but i fixed it and i played with dan and kevin. hahaha. first time playing real time.

and today, i got up. had a chat with marion and nina about some kicking scenes and went to mass. and now, im back in front of the computer writing this blog.

im sooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy.

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show an effort naman!
all i need is effort and everything will go back to how it was. >:)

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isshouni asobo, ikazuchi roku-kun!

DO NOT!

you know that im a joker...

if your not ready to joke around with me and you have VERY sensitive with your feelings, DO NOT talk to me.

if your not ready to accept my jokes, do not approach me at all. because if you do get mad because you are saying that i am hurting your feelings, you will not hear the end of it.


and i mean it....

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makes me angry, really.

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current mood: angry

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isshouni asobo?

uneasy

i have been feeling a lot of uneasiness inside lately. and because of this, there have been many important things that i have not done because i want to do some other unimportant things.

to add to this, i have been feeling a little bit of pain. here, in my heart. i dont know. maybe because it is coming real fast. but im teaching myself. im training myself to face that reality. and i have been reasoning with myself with every bit of sweet lemoning that i can muster.

telling myself that "i would still see them next year, that they would still greet me, that they would be the same persons" is kinda hard. in spite of all of these positive things, it will just not be the same. i know, ive learned from the past that there is always goodbyes in hello's. and that i am doing the same mistake again because im focusing to much on farewell and that instead i should cherish every single moment. i am making the same mistake again that i try to move away and detach myself as slowly as possible so that going apart cannot be that hard. but still, im a stubborn learner.

hay. im not myself. im being even more moodier by the minute. i feel like i am always exhausted. and when i sleep, i am not able to close my eyes and open them up seeing the morning sky. i always wake up in the middle of the night, ending a chapter of my subconscious visions, dreams where i am with persons in which i spend most of day with and having fun with them.

first-time mo? yeah, maybe. that's why i am like this. i guess that this is the curse of first timers. and i have been blessed, because i spent it with a fun group of people.

oh well, each rainbow has an end. every rainbow has its brightest moment but it all eventually fades. never to return again.

for me, my rainbow has been very colorful.

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isshouni asobo, minna!

correction: worst birthday gift ever...

on my birthday week, i...

...shouted angrily.
...cried because of anger.
...got disappointed.

on my birthday...

...i got angry and shouted, again.


isn't it great?

it seems that not all people deserve the glory. there are those who become monsters when they receive achievements. it just goes to show that we do not deserve what we have attained.

on my birthday week, my students told me that i'm a worthless values teacher. they told me that they are hypocrites because they look so enthusiastic in my class and have been very friendly to, and when crunch time comes, they spit on my face and tell me that they did not learn anything from.

my monsters have evolved into beasts, because of too much exposure to glory. the leash that ive put on them were torn apart and they fed it to me. what i trusted them with exploded in my face. it seems that what i have been telling them inside the classroom was all left in the classroom.

kalokohan ang CCF. dont worry kids, after one and a half months, you dont have to be plastic because this foolishness would be over.

goodbye, bitches!

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oh yeah.
and thanks to SK, CC and GENSAN for giving the letters for my birthday. i aprreciate it so much and i just hope that it is true....and sincere.

most especially,
thank you SDS for making me angry on my birthday.


you guys truly are record breakers.

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as i have said

KARMA is the name of the game...