the best!

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isshouni asobo!

mad!

hay nako! its been an hour, at down pa rin ang server ng RF! grrr...

guess its time to blog....

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walang kotse! argh! mag-co-commute ako bukas papasok. i hate it. sana hindi ako ma-late.

currently feels: bothered...
there's this one student, bumaba siya ng 11 points from the first grading. well, i think he deserved it but his mom does not. naawa ako sa mommy nya nung nakausap ko. it ended up na bine-blame ng mommy nya yung sarili nya for not being a responsible mother. hay naku....kids....hindi nila nare-realize na parents nila ang sinasaktan nila for their irresponsibility. ang dali-dali na nga ng subject ko eh, kahit hindi ka masyado mataas sa mga quiz basta magpasa ka lang ng mga pinapapasa ko solve na. but no. may iba talagang matigas. eh di patigasan na lang. bwahaha.
pero bothered pa rin ako. tsaka feeling ko galit sa akin ung batang yun. i even dreamt na kinausap ko daw siya. ahahaha. yeah...ganun ako ka-bothered. but im not bothered that i gave that grade, bothered ako dahil i treasure the relationship i have with my students. :)

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my butt hurts, ive been sitting in front of the computer for five hours now. at ang highlight ng aking paglalaro ang siyang hinadlangan pa ng pagkasira ng RF-altrax server. nakakainis talaga.

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bothered yet again...

chismoso daw ako sabi ni T_ _ _ _ _. well, actually oo. pero hindi ko na kailangan mag-exert ng effort dahil ang balita na ang lumalapit sa akin. and i felt bothered about one kwento.
about this girl and about this boy. basta, bottom line.....hindi lang pala ako ang malungkot nung valentine's day 2006. can't believe na sa ganung age, may ganung chever na. ayuzz! ( kadiri, papakabagets. amputs! ) i felt sad for the boy...

well, past is past....
move on na kasi!
nakapag-move on na ako, ano beh!
wooh, whatever!
totoo naman, bahala ka. busy ako. wala akong panahon dyan.
yeah right. keep telling that to yourelf.
moved on na talaga! resourceful pa nga eh!

(there was a moment of silence. then suddenly...)

bwahahaha! (laughed together)


***just had a conversation with another lifeform inside of me

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isshouni asobo!

its so nice to be happy...

i was 40 minutes late, for the first time in four months.....

i have cough, which bothers me whenever i talk. imagine how hard it is for me to teach......

i am SO not prepared to teach today, i have no lesson plan and i forgot how to teach Jonah.....

but I'm happy!

one of my students asked me, "sir, bakit ang saya nyo ngayon?" o dont know exactly. it seems that my co-teacher was right (ms. bevs). if you start your day with a good mood, it would be good all the way.

and today, everything seems to go best! i love this day! i love it!
the reason........nothing. everything seems to go fine. No, everything seems to go best. every good thing seems to fall in place. i was not bothered by students who dont greet me. i was not bothered by noisy, unattentive, uninterested students. no bitches today, thank goodness. love it! i have a new text mate (minus ten ha, kapag kumalat yan. /gg). have a new testi. have new friends (halatang kachecheck lang ng friendster). i was able to visit our family doctor today. and i am glad that he is still alive and healthy for he is very kind to me and my family. i have a new "teasing-punchbag."

basta, the best!

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my line for today....
"our religion is a religion of love.....that's why we should not be ashamed of saying we love our friends."

oooh.....cheeeeeesy! XD
but i love my friends, i love all of them. so to all my friends, you know who you are.
LOVE YA'LL!

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"one is only.....born.....to.....LIVE!"
isshouni asobo, minna?

namamasyal...

uber bored.
sleep, RF, sleep, RF. yan ang routine ko ngayong araw na 'to.
and now im all alone!! umalis silang lahat, punta ng MOA.

kakatapos ko lang mag-RF, tinatamad na ako. matutulog muna ako

NGUNIT! i decided to do something instead. nagffriendster account hopping ako. wahahaha.

nakakatuwa ang aking mga anak-ers. ang cu-cute nila nung elementary. hahaha. cuteness.
yun lang. inaantok na ako. at hindi ko pa nagagawa ang mga dapat gawin para sa school huwebes na! OMG!

wala akong ituturo sa lunes, pakshet.

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isshouni asobo!

wala akong load!

walang load RF ko, at maaga pa. wala pa ata akong mabibilhan ng load ngayon. grr. magbblog muna ako...

kapag nakikipag-usap ako sa mga studyante ko, im always reminded of the things i encountered during my high school days. parang lahat ng kinukwento nila sa akin, naranasan ko na. kaya alam ko how they felt. hindi ko lang sila mapangunahan para matuto sila. hay. ganun pala ang feeling kapag tumatagal ka sa mundo.

this "kid," reminds of certain people in my high school memories. the type of person that when he knows that someone has a crush on him, he tends to be mayabang. i saw this kid frown when i told his class that we will watch a movie together with another section. and in this section, there is this girl that has a crush on him (which the whole batch knows about). but when i asked this boy, he said that the reason he frowned was because of his classmates' kaartehans. oh well, hope its true. if its not, better move on girl!

this "kid" made me realize that no matter how close i am to my students, there are some secrets that they could not share to me. AS IF it matters to me if i came to know it or not. it is not my intention to know what the secret is, i would just like to know if they trust me or not. oh well, it seems that behind all those suckin-up, i guess that theres no full trust yet. plastic? maybe yes, maybe no. i think all those conversation IS sucking-up after all. well.....good job, boy.......your sucking up worked. look at your ARC!

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i had the kids watch "waterboys." gustung-gusto ko magbantay lalo na nung first part ng movie. hindi na ako nanonood, pinapanood ko na lang ang reaction ng mga bata sa movie. dun sa first part, may nakakatawang part. ung first performance. nakakatawa sya pero mas nakakatawa yung mga studyante. tawa sila ng tawa, na yun iba nakatayo na sa upuan dahil hindi daw sila makahinga sa kakatawa. hahahaha. super fun. love it.

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isshouni asobo?