waiting for...

...the free play of RF! im so excited to play again my character. im excited to seeing my level 50 summons again. and the best part of it all is that I DONT HAVE TO SPEND ANYTHING! woohoo!

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i have a new motto for my life. it goes "i only please one person a day. TODAY IS NOT YOUR DAY. tomorrow doesnt look good either." isnt it perfect? i love it. it goes perfectly with my day to day life. haha.

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have so many things to do. its piling up, yet i dont feel stressed. haha. the fact that my seminar for the seton notes is stil hanging in limbo stresses me more than the things that i have to do. here is the list that can cause seizures...
a.) the "happy birthday" tarpauline for "THE lady..."
b.) second part / meeting lesson plan for lesson 6 entitled "God calls Abraham."
c.) the visual aid for my lesson plan
d.) refilling my pentel pens 'cause they dont f*cking work
e.) levelling up assassin in thor server while i wait for the free play RF

smite me, oh mighty smiter!....joke lang po. natawa kasi ako sa line na yun eh. wag ka po lalapit karmi martin. wuhuhuhu.

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there always come a time when i get an itchy feeling on my skin. next thing i know, there is a small itchy red lump on my skin. the ones you get when you are bitten by a mosquito or an insect. if im lucky, there are times when these little bumps becomes un-little. they become freaking huge. the best part of it all is that i dont feel anything that bites my skin. sometimes, i walk. and when i sit down, my skin suddenly itches. then, TA-DA! itchy red bump. my conclusion: i have a ghost mosquito / bug that follows me which bites me everytime it wants. sometimes, it wants to party and have a bite-fest on me with its friends.

oh, itch. how i love.

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beauty is art.

art is a bang.

BEAUTIFUL! I want to BANG you.

-deidara. (from a fanart of a person in deviantart)

an email for mother....

hi mommy.

how are you?

ok naman ako dito. i-e-email na lang kita kasi mahal ang text sayo. 15 isa.

anyway...

hay naku, mommy. ang hirap pala maging magulang. ang hirap magbantay ng mga bata. pagsasabihan mo tapos hindi mo naman alam kung susundin nila yung sinabi mo sa kanila kasi hindi mo naman sila nakikita. adviser kasi ako mommy. eh nung isang beses, nagbigayan ng update sa performance nung mga bata. parang may binibigay na letter sa magulang na nakalagay kung saan sila bumabagsak o kung hindi sila nagpasan ng requirements. tapos nun, ang daming parent na tumawag sa akin, sabi nila "paano kaya natin tutulungan ang anak ko?" natakot ako mommy kasi parang sa akin umaasa yung mga parents nila regarding sa buhay ng mga anak nila sa school. kasi adviser ako, parang ako na yung second parent nila sa school. kaya ayun, gumawa na ako ng paraan para paalalahanan sila sa mga dapat nilang gawin sa mga subject nila.

alam mo ba, mommy. ako na ang ginawa nilang adviser ng school paper. tapos yung editor in chief nila, yung isang fourth year na sobrang talino. lagi siyang first honor. naawa ako sa kanya mommy, kasi sabi ng mga teacher niya sa akin. nahihirapan na daw sya, tapos hindi na daw nya kaya na gusto nya na raw mag-quit as eic. naisip ko tuloy bakit hindi sya lumapit sa akin nung nahihirapan na sya.

parang ang hirap mag-guide ng tao, bilang magulang ang hirap pala mag-guide sa mga anak para lumaki ng maayos. naisip ko tuloy, nahirapan ka ba sa amin ni pau mommy? nung maliit pa kami, mahirap din ba kami sabihan? hindi ko na maalala kasi ang alam ko lang makpaglaro lang kami ni pau masaya na ulit ako eh kahit napagalitan mo kami.

ayun lang, mommy. gusto ko lang i-share sayo mommy. pasensya ka na pala kung hindi ako masyado nakaka-email.