i think im raising monsters....

habang tumatagal, parang lalong lumalala ang aking mga bata. nakakaasar, habang tumatagal ang period umiingay din. ang hirap na nga magsalita, sasabayan ka pa. kaya minsan, nakakainis na rin manaway. hindi na rin kinakaya ng silence technique dahil 5 minutes later andyan na naman sila. hay nako! everyone is acting the same, walang creme creme. lahat parehas ng asal.

iniisip ko tuloy, "paano kapag naging 2nd year tong mga to?" kapag naging second year sila, kung ano ang ugali nila ngayon ay either magwworsen or gaganda dahil they have finally adjusted to high school and they have higher authority since they are not freshmen anymore. BUT. knowing these kids, feeling ko lalala. hay. and what's frustrating about this is that they all passed through me, being their "values" teacher im responsible for their behavior outside and inside the classroom. in one way or another, i SHOULD influence them to be PROPER persons. NGUNIT SUBALIT DATAPWAT! hindi ata tumatalab ang powers ko.

*sigh*

at this rate, i feel that i failed my co-teachers. i failed the institution that hired me. i failed to be an effecient teacher as i could be. i was not able to do the job that was given to me. i still have 2 quarters left for this batch. i cant really think positive about this, because that would be too much.

and knowing THESE CHILDREN, proud pa sila na tawagin ko silang little monsters and devils based on their attitudes.

taena..............


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hindi, aaron. hindi ikaw yun no! :P

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"sir, kung bawal yun bakit sinabi mo? so nagkasala ka na rin?.............sana sinulat mo na lang sa board."
----- another line from LITTLE MISS BITCHY.

and the gawad urian-13 year old bitch award goes to......

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byakugan lang ang katapat!

isshouni asobo!

what's the other word for........female dog? >:(

hay naku, the week would have been fine for me.
if it wasn't for some annoying and BRATTY students that ive had this week.

ok na sana eh, akala ko wala na akong students na hindi ko gusto (kasi yung iba, ok na sila sa akin. feeling ko naramdaman nila na ayaw ko sa kanila. OR nabasa nila ang blog ko. HAHA)

but no! meron pa ring isang nananatili sa listahan. isa na lang naman siya in all fairness, at may isang nadagdag.

hay naku! yung una, nakakaasar! reklamadora. paulit-ulit daw yung sinasabi ko! HELLER! bakit hindi ko uulitin? eh teacher ako? g*g* ka ba?! "hay nako si sir, paulit-ulit yAng line na yan. every meeting sinasabi." at ito pa. "ahahahaha. karapata raw, eh garapata yun. hahahaha. mali si sir." AY! SORRY NAMAN! PERFECT KA KASI EH! IF YOUR SO PERFECT, DAPAT WALA KA SA SKUL. DI KA NA DAPAT MAG-ARAL DAHIL ALAM MO NA DAPAT ANG LAHAT!!!!!!!

second person, "sir, bakit hindi niyo alam? dapat alam mo yan, teacher ka eh!" ENOUGH SAID.

ang daming perfect sa mundo no? nakakainis, akala mo kung sino magsalita. akala mo kagagaling eh ni hindi man lang maka-perfect sa quizzes ko. goodness!

HA! tignan natin kung nakanino ang huling halakhak!


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"you know what you gonna do when life gets you down? just keep swimming!"
OO, FAVORITE KO TO AT WWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAA KANG PAKIALAM. PAKIALAMERA KA, KUNG AYAW MO SA MGA SINASABI KO WAG KANG MAKINIG!
(see intense anger)

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first blood goes to.....................

whoo!

after weeks, nakapag-post na rin ulit! yehey!

weekly blog!

it was a fun week. pero ang daming gagawin. parang magmula nitong week na to, motto ko na sa buhay ko ang: bawal magpahinga"

grabe, ang daming che-check-an. hindi pa ako tapos, may nadagdag na naman. waargh! pero ok lang.

hay naku, PTC nung last week. nakakatawa yung first ever parent na nakausap ko, nahalatang kinakabahan ako. pero magmula noon, ang dami ko nang parent na nakakausap so medyo nasasanay na ako. wala namang nangaaway sa akin so far kaya ok lang. hehe.

hay naku, things are turning around this quarter. yung section na kagalit ko nung first quarter sila naman yung matino ngayon, while the other six sila naman yung pumapalpak at nagpapasaway. kainis ha.

anyway, alam kong nakakatamad magbasa ng mahabang blog. kaya stop na ko.

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isshouni asobo!