greatest day ill ever experience...

...march 31, 2008.

even better than the day that brigantes happened.

why?

- the last day of school for me
- we were able to visit the seton - south chapel
- basta masaya kasi everything seemed so fun.

kahit na medyo may hindi magandang nangyari, ok na rin. when i was feeling very low and confused...andyan sya. :"> at ang existence nya ang nakapagpasaya sa akin. yung simpleng act lang na yun, ok na sa akin. im satisfied, stable, and happy again.

syempre, masaya rin ako kasi dahil may nakausap ako for a long time na hindi ko nakakausap. masaya kasi sya ang unang nakipagusap sa akin, alam kong ginamit nya lang yung mababaw na pagtatanong na yun para mag-initiate ng pakikipag-usap. :)

oo nga pala, i received my evaluation today. ineexpect ko na magiging harsh ang comments sa akin ng first year. but i was wrong. kung ico-compare, mas MEAN and HEARTLESS yung last year. this year siguro dalawa lang yung nagsabi ng negative, lahat positive at alam kong totoo. walang halong personal.


ayun lang. basta sobrang saya. what a great way to end the year.


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sabi nila, "its not the destination that counts, its the journey that you must enjoy." tama naman, pero sa nangyari ngayon, di ko masyado nagustuhan ang "journey" this year, but i LOVE the detination. :)

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ja ne!

my shackles of hell are about to come off...

...but in a way, i will miss my shackles.

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its only a matter of days and i am finally free. i will emerge out of this burning underworld, out of this nightmare, out of this craziness.

pero naisip ko, kahit na ganito ako sa kanila. alam kong mamimiss ko sila. pero knowing them, they wont care. although they say so, theyre not the type to be like that especially to their teachers. i sometimes get teary eyed knowing that i would not see them again. i love them, but it is something that i want to be just a part of my memories.

magbabago sila. ganun naman lagi. parang hindi ako nanggaling dyan. pag first year ka, iba ka. pag tumanda ka, magbabago ka. its either for the worse...or to the worst. ganun yan. and most of them, will forget you. ok lang naman na kalimutan ako ng mga demonyo sa kanila. pero yung mga mabait sa akin, sana they would survive with the their batch.

my prayers would always go with you.


and now, we must part ways...

hate is such a strong word...

this week, it seems that everyone is trying to make me steaming mad. nagpapaka-patient na nga ako, may mga sumusubok pa rin.

hate person #1:
achuli, hindi hate person eh. hate section. swerte na nga nila, ang cream section last year, linggu-linggo na lang ata nagagalit ako. sila, hindi ako nagalit ever. ngayon lang last minute. eh kasi ba naman, nangungulit ng exemptions. its like they're telling at my face "sir peter, am i exempted? because i dont want to waste my time studying for your subject 'cause its so worthless..."

ano ba?! cream nga kayo eh, mag-aral kayo. wag kayo matakot na sayang effort nyo. you're good at that, right? how come you want so much to get rid of me. sasabihin ko naman eh, excited masyado. kung ayaw nyo sa akin, ayaw ko rin sa inyo matagal na. i hope your batchmate would take you down in contests next year.

hate personS #2:
ouch. advisory ko na, sila pa ang patapon ang ugali. hindi maiwan mag-isa. hindi na nahiya, ccf teacher ang adviser pero sila walang mga modo. ginawa ba namang basketball court ang chalk ledge? kaya dapat sa inyo, "LABAS!"

hate persons #3:
these two are the cherries on top. kasasabi ko lang na linggu-linggo ginagalit ako ng ex-ADN people. and now, they did it again. well, 2 of them actually. i know that you are medalists, and i understand that you cant make it to my club. pero kamusta naman ang basketball?! ang club ko 4 to 5. eh uwian nyo 12 pa. pinili nyo mag-stay ng hanggang 5 para magbasketball?! at higit sa lahat, you have planned it all along. planned not to go to my club and play instead!! how dare you.


see? kaya ayaw ko magpost ngayon school year na to eh. if i posted since the start of this school year, this blog would be all about hate people. may list would have gone up to the hundreds...

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this is for you, neeeeeeee-yah! :P