plastic man by the kinks

A man lives at the corner of the street,
And his neighbors think hes helpful and hes sweet,
cause he never swears and he always shakes you by the hand,
But no one knows he really is a plastic man.

Hes got plastic heart, plastic teeth and toes,
(yeah, hes plastic man)
Hes got plastic knees and a perfect plastic nose.
(yeah, hes plastic man)
Hes got plastic lips that hide his plastic teeth and gums,
And plastic legs that reach up to his plastic bum.
(plastic bum)

Plastic man got no brain,
Plastic man dont feel no pain,
Plastic people look the same,
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Kick his shin or tread on his face,
Pull his nose all over the place,
He cant disfigure, or disgrace,
Plastic man (plastic man).

Hes got plastic flowers growing up the walls,
He eats plastic food with a plastic knife and fork,
He likes plastic cups and saucers cause they never break,
And he likes to lick his gravy off a plastic plate.

Hes got a plastic wife who wears a plastic mac,
(yeah, hes plastic man)
And his children wanna be plastic like their dad,
(yeah, hes plastic man)
Hes got a phony smile that makes you think he understands,
But no one ever gets the truth from plastic man (plastic man)

Plastic man (plastic man).


*standing ovation*

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next time ill find a song about snakes...

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reading trish's blog inspired me to write again. but the plastic man song got me even more excited. ^^


isshouni asobo, plastic man!

codenames!!!

it has been one of the oldest trick in the book. and it somehow evaded my mind in all these years to write a blog about something that happened and put them in codenames. woohoo!!

hurray for "trisha" (not her real name) for this codename thingy.

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i talked with trisha recently. and i had fun. i actually removed her and her classmates from my list but when i made up with them, i added them again.

i had fun talking with her this time. to be honest, at the latter part when i was not being civil at all with their class, i am already trying to change my perspective towards her. yet when we talked, i was convinced that she really is a nice person after all. and i had fun talking with her, and reading her blog. although she has some flaws (everybody does) about her personality, i can kinda relate to her because as i see it, if an extreme side of me would take form, it would have her personality. haha.

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isshouni asobo, baka kodomo?

most of the time im correct, you know!

two person told me today "sir, tama kayo."

when i tell you something, especially if its a word of advice be glad for two things: 1.ibig sabihin close tayo and 2. i want good things for you

but sometimes there those who dont listen. its ok for me, its your life anyway. advices are to be there for your prerogative anyway.

basta dont be like cain in the bible story cain and abel...

cain became angry towards God because his offerings are not favored. but the things he offered are leftovers and ugly things. and he even became jealous and became angry at God.

Ok! so basically, here is being "cain" - you become angry over something that you did. example: bumagsak ka sa quiz kasi hindi ka nag-aral, tapos sisisihin mo teacher mo kung bakit ka bumagsak.

i think those kinds of people have something wrong with them. they get angry about something that is their fault. and they blame others for what they did. they get what they deserve (for the wrongdoings that they did) and then they respond differently.

three words: EWAN KO SAYO!


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they say its ok to regret doing it that to regret not doing it.

but for me, i dont regret anything...

for it brought out the COLD, HARD, PLASTIC!!


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isshouni asobo, baka kodomo?

baka sabihin nyo hindi ko kayo love <3

the happiness that i felt yesterday still extends to this day. i am so happy and glad that i have made up with camiguin. and it made me even more glad when sir paul told me that his advisory class was delighted about it. it just made me smile and feel good inside.

aside from that, it was my first time today to talk and laugh with some of the zdn boys. it was fun laughing at shallow jokes and gestures.

we learn to appreciate the good times because of the bad times. we learn to appreciate happiness because of the loneliness. we learn to appreciate those who are good because of those who make us feel unimportant and...evil.

once again, my detractors (like "francis) makes me appreciate the people around me. totoo nga ang sabi nila na you are able to find true friends in tough times. although i dont really consider this as a tough time, the detractors seem to bring them out.

i thank God for bringing me peace of mind and making me realize that things should always be looked at the bright side. sinasabi ko na lang lagi "if this is what God wants for me...go lang ng go!" i have become even more happy and excited because of the things that should make me sad.

my life truly is ironic.


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baka sabihin nyo hindi ko kayo love!!



agrianes! fight win prevail!

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isshouni asobo?

happy day

in one of my favorite-est (lol) movie Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, there is one conversation there that goes...

vincent to cloud: "why dont you try forgiveness sometimes..."

or something like that. :))
anyway, i have followed what vincent have said. and i think it is good. it feels good as well. :)

minsan, masaya rin pala na sinusunod mo yung sinasabi mo sa iba (or in my case, tinuturo ko). there were thoughts wherein i said to myself "baka naman sabihin nila, ganun ako kadaling bumigay..." and yet, i followed again what i have been saying to my students which goes "wag mo na pansinin ang sinasabi ng isa, basta gawin mo kung ano ang gusto mo at kung ano ang dapat..." and for the second time, i was right again.

i did what i should do, and in the end it felt nice... :D


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lines that made me smile today:

- "nakakagulat nung tinawag ang pangalan..."

- "namiss ka namin..."

- "hindi ako papayag na i-hug mo ko..."


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thank you aaron, vina, marion, nina, trixia and jomar. i shouldve called more pero i know na maiintindihan ng iba. yung secret natin ha, wag maingay. lets work together. ^^


ISSHOUNI ASOBO MINNA!

lets play harder this time! woohoo!

randomness...

i really dont know what to write. and im kind of missing my chat box :(

the chatbox kinda connects mo to the readers that i have. but then again, it was destroyed. :(

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hmmm.

i give up, i raised the white flag of surrender. i think that if i raised my standards even more to the kids that i have, it would only end up disappointing myself and making me mad everyday. so i decided to give up all hope of them changing for the good and just appreciate of who they are today. mahirap umasa, pero hindi ako galit. ang saya nga eh. minsan, in-e-enjoy ko na lang yung kakulitan nila. ayoko nang magalit, baka sabihin nila masungit ako. hahaha.


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in the end, i had another useless post. masabi lang na nag-u-update. :))

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isshouni asobo!

multiple ZDN subbing...

yesterday i subbed at ZDN for TLE. and today , i have subbed and exchanged period with sir edmond for Math.

i gladly accepted because i kind of liked the section. i mean in the first year sections, they are the few ones that i liked. (or most of the people in that section i liked, BUT NOT EVERYONE THERE)

but i almost snapped and lose my temper kanina kasi i was giving out these test questionnaire and there are these students who were playing with it and they kept on asking for more. heaven knows what they are doing. and the worst of it all (at yung pinaka-ayaw ko sa lahat) that they were giggling and they are making fun of the situation which is supposed to be serious (quiz kasi eh).

ayoko pa naman sa lahat yung ang lakas-lakas mo tumawa, di ka naman magaling sa klase. nakakainis.

but then, i remembered that started to have a know perspective about myself. that i wont make myself mad anymore about petty things, especially about the first years. i wont make myself mad for expressing who they are. i wont make myself mad kasi ganun talaga sila, mga bastos at walang pakundangan sa teacher. ine-e-enjoy ko na lang kasi sayang naman dun sa iba na mabait (oo, meron pa namang mabait) eh pag nagalit ako sa lahat pati sila nadadamay. deadma na lang. buti na ang may mga mabait sa akin (na konti lang kesa dun sa ibang ayaw sa akin).

bwahahahahaha.


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i would like to thank pala "francis" or whosoever the person who ruined my chatbox (which caused me to remove it from this blog). you taught me to appreciate everyone, to be forgiving and showed me that there are a lot of person who loves me and cares for me than those who hate me. lalong gumaganda ang mga maganda dahil sa mga pangit na katulad mo. hahaha. thank you.

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a quote from the Bible that summarize today's blog post...

Then Abraham approached him and said: "Will you sweep away the righteous with the wicked? What if there are fifty righteous people in the city? Will you really sweep it away and not spare the place for the sake of the fifty righteous people in it? Far be it from you to do such a thing—to kill the righteous with the wicked, treating the righteous and the wicked alike. Far be it from you! Will not the Judge of all the earth do right?"

The LORD said, "If I find fifty righteous people in the city of Sodom, I will spare the whole place for their sake."

Gen 18: 23-26

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isshouni asobo! gambatte minna! (sa quarterly...)

a quote from last night's mel and joey...

A man must be big enough to admit his mistakes, smart enough to profit from them, and strong enough to correct them.

- John C. Maxwell


a very fitting quote for everything that happened.


im still waiting!

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isshouni asobo!

its not good to be angry, but it is right to be good!

anger vented.

but being a human person (baka sabihin na diyos nga nagpapatawad, tayo pa kaya), i cant help but feel bad about persons that i loved especially when i hurt them.

i gave SDS countless chance before, so why stop now? well, i chance i will give but not that easy for the deed that they have done is great. because it did not only affect me, but in a way they have affected sir john, their own classmates and the whole grand rosary rally activity.

here are my conditions (subject to change):

1. i want a RADICAL change from the class. radical meaning something that will standout, something that will make people say "sila ba talaga yun?"


2. i want a change that will NOT EXPIRE. pang matagalan o at least hanggang matapos ang 4th year.


3. i want a change that will affect fellow SDS classmates, batchmate (bringing down the wall), and most especially teachers (former and present). i dont want the attitude that you are our equal for we are not.


4. i want change that is for the good and i dont want plastics anymore.


as ive said, these are subject to change. and hopefully a more specific conditions. but for now, i wish all SDS could read this for their change in attitude has been delayed for a long long time.

I DECLARE WAR WITH SDS!

(this blog post will be written mostly in filipino for the full expression of hate, abhor, and anger)

hindi na kaila sa tao ang pagkakaroon ng "irony" sa buhay. minsan gusto mong maging masaya pero ang ginagawa mo sa buhay mo ay mga bagay na nakakapagpalungkot sa'yo.

may mga nangyari na nagpakita ng ganyan sa buhay ko nito lang. tulad nga ng lagi kong sinasabi sa mga first year ko ngayon "kung sa academics hindi ka magaling, pati ba naman sa buhay ay tatanga-tanga ka rin? puro ka nga line of 7, pati ba naman sa sarili mo: ang mga alam mong mali ay gagawin mo pa rin."

kagabi ang gabi ng pagsuko. ayoko na, ilang beses ko na silang pinagbigyan. ilang beses rin nila akong sinubok at binigo. pero bilang isang magulang at kaibigan sa kanila (dahil sila rin naman ang unang star section na nahawakan ko at co-adviser pa nila ako noon), ako na ang nag-aayos ng mga problema.

sandali! baka naman overacting lang ako? ipapaliwanag ko nang mabuti baka naman sabihin nila
'camiguin-line' na "teka lang, naiintindihan nyo ba kung bakit nagalit yun?"

here are the reasons:

1. magpasahan tayo! wala akong pakialam kung tutuusin. naayos ko ang re-enactment actors ng first year para sa grand rosary rally. kumpleto ako. kaya lang ang sa third year ang kulang, so sabi ng isang taong nag-nga-ngalang mitchell: "sir, sa baba may mga nagba-basketball. kumuha na lang kayo sa kanila." pagbaba ko: "ianne, tama na muna yan. kailangan kita para mag-act na angel." sabi ni ianne: "ayoko sir , si marga na lang." pumunta ako kay marga: "ayoko sir. si daniel na lang."


KAMUSTA NAMAN?! una sa lahat, kaaayos lang namin ianne ng problema namin. pangalawa akala close kami ni marga, eh sa marga nga hindi sumunod sa akin, si daniel pa kaya na hindi ko ka-close at hindi ako pinapansin sa school ang susunod sa aking utos. eh nung first year nga sila at kinailangan ko silang magsayaw ng kanilang dasayawit presentation bilang intermission program tinanggihan nila ako na pinangunahan ni daniel! naka-costume na sila nung and everything ha, sa huling sandali nagbackout pa.


2. hindi ako pwede, busy ako! bago ko gawin ang post na ito, alam kong may mga effect. lalo na sa mga makakabasa na kasama sa 9 or kung anumang numerong meron sa barkadang iyon. sinabi sa akin ni shirra at ni iman (OO, hindi ko i-si-sikreto ang pangalan nila. DAHIL NAGSABI SILA SA AKIN!) na nagkarambola ang lahat dahil sa mga kailangan ni mitchell at lorraine (ang mga nagsipagganap dun sa re-enactment para sa grand rosary rally pa rin) para sa kanilang roles. habang nag-aayos, sinabi pa ng iba na (pasalamat sa akin ang ISANG yun at hindi ko maaalala o hindi sinabi sa akin ni shirra kung sino sya): "ay hindi ako pwede marami akong gagawin mamaya" sinabi nya yan the day before. EH NUNG DAY BEFORE (refer to #1) KASAMA ANG TAONG ITO NI MARGA NA NANONOOD LANG SA MGA NAGBABASKETBALL DOING NOTHING! ang the cherry on top of it is - nung nag-g-gm si shirra sa mga tao may MAKAPAL ANG MUKHA na nagsabing "ANO BA YAN, GM NG GM, NAKAKAISTORBO KA NA HA."

ang kapal ng mukha, kala mo may itinutulong. nagrereklamo pa. para sa school naman yan ah. hindi ka na nga naaabala in action, konti window lang sa ym nag-iinarte ka pa.

NOTE / THREAT: may marinig lang ako na bumwelta, nagparinig, nagalit, nagbulungan o kung ano mang aksyon laban kay shirra at iman dahil si ginawa nilang ito, AKO ANG MAKAKALABAN NINYO. you know me and you know what i can do. subukan nyo, dahil kung meron nga, it just shows na salbahe kayo, kung sino na nga ang gumawa ng tama, sa kanila pa kayo nagagalit. hirap sa ating mga pilipino eh, kung sino ang gumagawa ng mabuti, hinihila natin pababa. kaya di tayo umuunlad eh.

3. ang tarpaulin, bow! naman, naman, naman! buti pa ang hindi star section, nakakapagsubmit. ang supposed to be most responsible, most grade-conscious person ay kayo! at walang kayong naibigay! alam nyo ba na graded yun? alam nyo ba na project yun na part ng participation which is 25% of your grade? na kapag wala kayo nun, para na rin hindi kayo nag-quarterly?? tapos pag nagkanda-baba ang grade nyo at tipong "1 point na lang, honor na sana ako" mag-huhuramentado ang mga magulang ninyo dahil sa mga ginagawa ninyo. iba ang nasisisi dahil sa pagmamaganda ninyo sa buhay!!!


4. crush lang pala. this part was edited because the person involved said that i was unfair. eto lang ang masasabi ko, "sorry for wanting good things for you." i guess from the way you act, you dont deserve them. yun lang! gawin nyo kung ano gusto nyong gawin, bahala kayo sa buhay nyo.


5. finally, the inspirational talk that EXPIRED! a.k.a. ang mga MELAMINE. sabi sa balita, ang melamine raw ay isang uri ng resin na ginagamit pampatigas ng mga plastic na kasangkapan. ito ay nasa powder form na marahil kaya natagpuan sa mga gatas na galing sa China ay para mag mukhang marami ang kanilang mga produktong gatas.

noong nakaraan lang, humiram akong iilang minuto kay sir john para kausapin ang SDS. sinabi ko ang lahat ng aking saloobin. naiyak pa nga ako kasi namimiss ko na ang lumang sila. hindi ko pa nga inasahan na may mga iiyak at hahagulgol. PWE! YUCK! EEW! naplastic ako! iilang araw lang pala ang magiging epekto ng ginawa ko. hindi mangyayari ang number 1 to 4 kung hindi nila nalimutan ang mga sinabi ko! para kayong mga melamine, kunwari gatas na nakakabuti sa katawan, pero nakakalason pala! kunwari nangangakong magbago at aayusin para sa isang bagong pakikitungo, PAPLASTIKIN lang pala ako sa bandang huli. backstabbers!!!


inisip ko noon na baka sobrang higpit siguro ni sir pj sa kanila, kaya sya nagalit. kaya hindi ko ginawa. tapos sabi pa ng tatay ni fredo sa teleseryeng "dyesebel" tungkol sa kanyang anak: "i put on a too high standard on him (fredo), i expected a lot that i forgot to appreciate who he is." akala ko rin nung una ganun, pero sa kanila, sa SDS, sa star section ng 3rd year batch 2010, it doesnt work that way. i tried to appreciate who they are as a person. but i cant appreciate backstabbing, plastic pretenders even with their fellow star classmates.

sinabi ko sa inyo noon na madami akong alam. pero nirerespeto ko ang tiwala nyo sa akin, hindi ko yun sasabihin sa blog na ito para i-broadcast sa lahat. irerespeto ko kayo, kahit wala na kayong respeto sa akin, kahit na ibinasura nyo na ng paulit-ulit ang tiwala kong ibinibigay sa inyo.

magsama kayo ng camiguin!






sabi ko nga kina criselle sa basilan: "kung sino ang pinaka-galit, sila ang pinaka-nagmamahal..."