first 2008 post

its been a while since i posted anything on this blog. and now i will start again since im not burning in hell anymore. haha.

in every batch, there are some kids that amaze me. this year, theres this kid that caught my attention because he is good in studying and yet he is also athletic and can be one of the cool kids therefore not like those of the geeky others. hehe.

but i was disappointed because his values inside are not that good, masama pala ugali. oh well, what can you expect from their batch. i guess more or less when you belong, you truly belong.

but not all are like "them" there are those who kept me going. there are those who, in spite of my vision of a dream fulfilled crumbling down on me, made me realize that teaching is still inspiring and fun. there are those people who make me say to myself "magtuturo ako hindi para sa mga salbahe, para to dun sa mga gusto makinig."

and im glad that there are those people who supported me and loved. even so, i love all of them. kaya nga ako nagagalit sa kanila kasi mahal ko sila. its just that sometimes, i love pointing out their faults and the evil that is of their batch but this does not mean that i hate them. i have grown out of my hate for them. i guess this is tough love. its totally different from what i had last year. but what i have now is something that i will miss still when its over.

kaya lang may mga bagay lang talaga na ayaw ko na balikan.
tulad ng "forward our order, we will not surrender...."
yiiiieeee *shivers*


so thats it. i hope id get to post more in the future haha.

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sayang holy name pa naman ibig sabihin ng pangalan mo. hindi ka naman holy.
kamusta naman grade conscious? you reminded me that i HATE those kind of people. you reminded me that i HATE cream sections. gg.


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isshouni asobo, minna?